The Nostalgic Perception

It was all over...... the day I left CIS. I could feel the weight of the moisture from my eyes on my face and was expecting a flood soon on the ground. You would have known by above sentence and with your great command on English language that I was crying. But it was not that day I left and cried, but 4 years after when I came to Pantnagar. It reminded me of CIS. The perfection, the metaphoric tranquility and a love for myself. I would never disclose that what CIS was to me. Not because that I don't want to share but....that if I do, the person would know my soft side and that there will be more than one person in this world (universe actually) with same feeling for CIS. I can do anything to achieve CIS again. Its beauty.....its love and its dreams ( which were basically mine). I can live alone with the thoughts of CIS for the lifetime. CIS always helped me and I did what I thought I cannot do. CIS made me feel that what I am and what for. Pantnagar plays a big big and big role in manifesting the dreams of mine. I would surely make those dreams reality one day.............for CIS.......and never let me get clutched by the wires of thoughts and emotions so that I get emancipated from this never ending...... Nostalgic Preception.